Looking back

I've been taking a stroll down memory lane with someone who means more to many than anything. I thought I could turn the feelings off, but I can't. I know it is over, but I would love one more chance. I didn't know I wanted one. Talking to him just brought back all the old feelings. I thought it would bring closure. Instead it brought me back to him. He has me in his hands and has no clue. I'm glad I've grown up, and realized he is not mine. I feel guilty for all I've done, and I feel guilty for wanting another chance. Had he 18 years ago fought I wouldn't be here. I just didn't know he wanted me. I fell for all Todd said. Then when I realized I wouldn't be here and him there.

How do I say goodbye to what we had? 

The good times that made us laugh 

Outweigh the bad. 

I thought we'd get to see forever 

But forever's gone away 

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. 

I don't know where this road 

Is going to lead 

All I know is where we've been 

And what we've been through. 

If we get to see tomorrow 

I hope it's worth all the wait 

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. 

And I'll take with me the memories 

To be my sunshine after the rain 

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday. 

And I'll take with me the memories 

To be my sunshine after the rain 

It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.